We were home from Florida for 2 weeks (2 weeks full of LOTS of Christmas bustle- more posts on that later) and now in Utah for Christmas break.
I am holding Cannon against my chest, listening to piano Christmas music. The song playing now is Silent Night. I am so thankful for this Christmas season. It is already my favorite one. Last year I thought would be my favorite, having the knowledge of Cannon's diagnosis so raw, we tried to soak up all the memories we could. I thought it would be my only Christmas with Cannon. Last year at this time we were just coming home from Maryland, meeting with Dr. Kaler. Shortly after, we were in the hospital getting Cannon's feeding tube surgically placed. It was a hard time to "enjoy the time we have with him." This year has been different, deeper, better. I didn't want to forget this moment on this Silent Night, holding my Cannon and listening to his favorite kind of music. I love my Cannon boy and I am so thankful for this blessing I have of extra time with my precious angel.
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